41, Anxious, and Waiting for My First Podcast Episode to Drop
Yesterday was my 41st birthday. And honestly… this weekend had been a lot heavier than just “birthday blues.” On Thursday,...
A Club Muddy Reflection – The Microphone Hits Different
There are moments in life where you realize you are saying something out loud that used to only live quietly...
It’s been 365 days since my last hangover…
You know what I don’t miss? Waking up at 3:00AM with that familiar anxiety. Dry mouth. Heart racing. Trying to...
I Survived the Super Bowl Sober… But It Was Harder Than I Expected
I survived Super Bowl weekend sober. And for some reason… the whole thing felt difficult. Not in a dramatic, white-knuckle...
A Letter to My Past Self
The Girl Who Was Always Down for One More Dear You, I see you. You’re the one smiling at the...
When The Quiet Messages Start Coming
I didn’t wake up expecting anything big. No milestones. No anniversaries. No dramatic breakthrough moment. But yesterday ended up being...
The Things No One Talks About…
A Highly Relatable Reflection at 9 Months Sober Sobriety gets talked about like a glow-up. A transformation. A before-and-after story...
Redefining Sobriety on My Own Terms
What is AF Living? AF stands for Alcohol Free… but it also stands for the other AF... As Fuck. AF...
From Vodka Sprites to Virgin Mules: Dead & Co at the Sphere, Then and Now
June 2024 – My First Sphere Show (Drinking Days) Two years ago, June 2024, I walked into my very first...